
Well today is Friday, the Thirteenth, the day before Valentines Day. This day holds a special place in my heart because 5 years ago, on Valentines Eve, Dustin and I got engaged. That night in 2004 was also a Friday the Thirteenth. Bad timing? Maybe. But so far we haven’t experienced too much bad luck in our marriage.
In honor of this anniversary, I thought I would post my journal entry about that night. You may remember my post about how I fell in love with my husband. In it I stated that the Adversary did everything he could to keep us from falling in love, getting engaged, and getting married. He did so by confusing me….
a lot! Every time I would pray and get a good feeling about Dustin, he was there a split second later with feelings that would say “Are you sure you just felt that?”. Ugh. I’m feeling stressed just thinking about those days! Anyway, I reminded you of that, because you’ll understand the story better when you remember how I was feeling.
Feb, 18th 2004This past weekend was amazing. Dustin and I went home for a much deserved and needed break. Dustin had earlier before told me that he had bought the wrong ring, and that he had had the shipment reversed and changed, so I was thinking it would be another week or two before the question was popped. But when we pulled into his mom’s office to pick up a package that his sister had forgotten to get earlier [good job Sherice! Haha], I knew that it was coming. All the way up there I had had the suspicion that he was going to purpose, despite the “wrong ring” story, so I was just praying in my heart that I would be able to know the answer. I knew, but sometimes I just freak myself out so much that the whole ideal becomes blurred.
So that night we hung out with his sisters. We ate dinner at El Cupidos and watched the All-Star Rookie game. When the game was drawing to an end he said, “When this game ends, our romantic weekend will begin, I promise” So after the game he went upstairs to get some coats, then took me into his backyard. He lives up in all the pine trees and snow so it was really pretty. I just thought he was taking me back there to make out to get away from his sisters, because in the back of my mind I was thinking, “No way- he’s going to do this tomorrow!”.
But then he started reminiscing about a night that he had taken me to his late grandmothers house. We laid in a sleeping bag watching the stars, and that was the first time that we had talked about marriage.
**oh, lately I had gotten into the habit of wearing my CTR ring on my wedding ring finger, because whenever Dustin would see it on any other finger he would place it back on that finger**
So as we were talking he said, “Let me see your ring” and he slipped off the CTR ring (
little prayers are just flying off my head at this point) and then he got down on one knee, slipped the gorgeous princess cut three stoned ring on my finger and said,
“Erin, will you marry me?”
Well, being myself, I silently flipped out for about
3 minutes (that’s not an exaggeration.)
Dustin’s knee was still in the snow, about to get frostbitten, and he was saying, “I kinda need an answer!” Well, he eventually got up- and then the thought came to me “Erin, you’re not gonna say no” –so then I said yes. Then we went inside and I freaked out some more, so I went into the bathroom to pray. I prayed with all my heart that if I had made the right decision that I would feel at peace. And I have ever since. So now I’m engaged!
I wonder if I had met Dustin at 21 or 22 instead of 19 if I would have been more level-headed. But, then we might not have gotten married. Everything happens for a reason right? Well the next day was Valentines Day, and I’ll continue on with the story.The next morning I was awakened at 7:00. Dustin had made me breakfast in bed. Cinnamon Life and toast cut into heart shapes. The toast was too pretty to eat, but we both ate the life cereal.
Later that night, Dustin told me to get dressed up really nice, so I did. But instead of taking me out to dinner, he led me upstairs to his room. There he had set up a romantic candlelight dinner for us. On the blanket he had set out there were white rose petals and he put Martinelli's sparkling cider in pretty glasses. The lasagna he had made (specialty of Safeway) wasn’t done yet, so we just sat there in the candlelight talking, cuddling, and kissing. It was so great. When the lasagna was finally done, we had to turn on the lights to eat, so the romantic part was done- but then we spent the rest of the night just laughing and playing. I love him so much. I am so very happy.

I love you Dustin! I’m so glad you asked me to marry you 5 years ago! You’re the best part of my life, and I love you more every day.
Happy Valentines Day!